Thursday, May 24, 2012

Notes from a Navy P-3

Humanities multiple problems might stem from simply the lack of knowledge.  Many things we do have many negative impacts.  And with these actions, the acting peoples believe they are doing the right thing most of the time.  Another sad fact is that most people would still do these things even if they knew the effect.  People have been conditioned to dislike our co-inhabitants on earth.  Therefore, in their eyes, we are not equal.

They feel like the "3rd world" needs to be "civilized" with technology, over-cleansed, and artificially flavored, fragranced, and inseminated.  They feel this might help the world.

I see so much waste.  A C-130 rolls to the runway for takeoff.  A few P-3's are in preflight.  And for what?  Natural resources?  Greed?  Power?  Lack of human caring?  Or is it deeper?  Do our Bohemian Grove attending world leaders require sacrificial lambs in mass numbers, a la "Destroy and Rebuild."

If I was a lost teenager in high school today, I would still choose the military as an "initiation" path.  Unenlightened, I had nothing.  I knew nothing.  I only had the idea of questioning all things, being agnostic in knowledge, and a dislike for parties and crowds.(western society)  In short, I had the mindset.  Maybe this was due to genetics, upbringing, or my environment.  Now, I am comfortable and most happy when I am learning about new things.  I still like the human interaction/pointless talk, but only enough to satisfy my material needs.  Too much of it will only hinder my well being.

Militaries employ young people that go from milk needy babies to mass murderers, who kill babies.  Some say their god will sort them out.  Some know the wrongful actions and their effects, but play along because of job security, or they need to provide for their families.  Some say war equals population control, even though I can't compare one million civilian deaths in Iraq to a growing 7 billion populace.  If anything, those deaths only created more hatred towards the western world.

Your artificial smell sickens me.  My head aches when I am near you.  Are you not comfortable in your own skin?  Are you aware that these man-made smells are linked to cancer, among other things?  Or has bad health become inevitable in your eyes?  I would much rather smell your scent you were given to as a child.  If you eat right, it won't smell so bad.  Just know this.  Your costly cologne/perfume causes me pain and angers me.

As my final day in the Navy approaches, I realize more often than ever that this life is as fake as a reality show.  The way everyone plays it off that we are overseas to protect our freedoms, the fake smiles I give to my superiors, the constant "thank you maintainers" speech.  It's all bullshit.  Granted, it's not their fault.  They don't watch documentaries showing the reasons countries have always gone to war, or the repeated lies by our past presidents.  It all reminds me of the scene in "A Boy and His Dog," when he goes to the underground town. 

Fuck using this work/
That's like abusing little boys in church/
Or in FF VII, if you don't hate and kill the Turks/
As I sit here on my ass, in the plane wasting gas/
I do hope to bring you fulfillment/
Something to give to you, like a box of tools/
so if you choose, not to follow fools/
and realize that life is just a mere cruise/
sometimes you win, and sometimes you lose/
so paint your life's picture, and create your best muse/

in the cold of the night, it's hard to take flight/
but if you gather up the might, and search for the moon's light/
then you will will gain 3rd sight, and create purpose to this life/

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